Falls the Shadow
WILLIAM LASHNER
FALLS THE SHADOW
To my sweet,
my darling daughter,
Nora Lee
Contents
1. Unlike the rest of you, I cheerfully admit to my own utter selfishness. I am…
2. “Thank you so much for coming, Mr. Carl,” said François Dubé in his…
3. Outside Graterford Prison, as we walked to my car in the parking lot, I…
4. The term WASP was coined by a Philadelphia professor who grew up…
5. You know that stuff they sell in drugstores, the goop you put into your…
6. Philadelphia Family Court sits in an old neoclassical building on the…
7. Now, this is strange, but absolutely true. I looked up irascible in the…
8. I don’t usually care much about the package in which money comes. Give it…
9. “His name was Seamus Dent,” I said to Beth as we drove north through the…
10. “How long do you suppose they’ve been sitting on that stoop?” said Beth as…
11. His earliest memories were of the three of them, running through the…
12. “After a while we sort of drifted apart, the three of us,” said Wayne. “The…
13. “Quite the story,” said Beth as we wended our way out of Fishtown.
14. “Hey, hey, hey,” said Detective Gleason, not deigning to rise from behind…
15. It was the last sentence of Detective Gleason’s that stuck in my mind for…
16. King’s Dominion was not the kind of joint people stumbled into by mistake.
17. I was caught in a trap. I couldn’t walk out. So instead I snatched down the…
18. “Oh, Mr. Carl,” said Dr. Pfeffer’s receptionist, “we’re so glad you’ve come…
19. “I am very concerned,” said Judge Armstrong from high on his bench,…
20. I caught up to her at the elevator. She smelled rich, like a lilac bush. On a…
21. I suppose at this point I need to recount the first of my visits to Dr. Bob.
22. I was still licking my wound, literally, when the social worker assigned to my…
23. Daniel Rose slumped on a couch in the living room, his fists balled, his…
24. “How did you know she’d be there?” said Isabel as we made our way back…
25. This is how I ended up flat on my back, mewing in agony, reaching for the…
26. “A dry socket,” said Dr. Bob. “See, the clot is gone, and now the bone of the…
27. Inside the old YMCA building that served now as the district attorney’s…
28. Dawn shambled up the dark city street like an arthritic old man, arms…
29. “You don’t need to be worrying about Daniel,” said Randy Fleer—that was…
30. We were talking about Bob.
31. “You look different today somehow, Victor,” said Velma Takahashi when…
32. In Philadelphia, if you want to start a restaurant, first you buy a bank. Then…
33. “You’re the lawyers representing François,” said Geoffrey Sunshine. He…
34. In preparation for my bridge, Dr. Bob was grinding two of my healthy teeth…
35. Julia and Daniel Rose’s one-room apartment above the salubrious…
36. We were swamped.
37. Carol Kingsly was looking at the ground beneath my feet. I looked down,…
38. “What can I do for you, Mr. Carl?” said Judge Sistine when I stepped into…
39. Beth knocked hard on the brass front door of Marrakech. It was locked, as…
40. “So what of it?” said Geoffrey Sunshine, sitting now behind his desk,…
41. The far-too-bright beige waiting room, the magazines laid out in perfect…
42. I am in the middle of sex with Carol Kingsly. Umm, yes, right smack in the…
43. Tommy’s High Ball, midday.
44. It could have taken me weeks to find the exact location of the fortune-teller…
45. With my search for Tanya Rose stymied by Madam Anna’s milky-white eye,…
46. I was in the tar pit, reviewing once again the transcript of Seamus Dent’s…
47. I know how to open a bottle of wine—twist the corkscrew until the cork…
48. Mia Dalton wasn’t a rock star in court. She didn’t hold the jury spellbound…
49. Horace T. Grant stood on the corner in front of Tommy’s High Ball, his…
50. “There it is,” said Horace. “It used to be a place in the old days, used to be…
51. Fingerprints and blood.
52. Lucky me, I was back in the chair, my temporary crowns pried off,…
53. Dr. Peasley was a tall, lugubrious man with pale skin and a very brown…
54. Mia Dalton stood at the lectern and gave me a sly smile. It wasn’t overt, and…
55. I was in my car, driving and stewing, accompanied by the raging of my…
56. I was strangely serene when I returned to the office that afternoon. And for…
57. The shoreline of Chicago is one of the great sights to behold from behind…
58. “We thought he was dead,” said Jim Pepper, leaning back on his recliner,…
59. In the interstices of the American landscape, we have built our cathedrals.
60. Beth was waiting for me at the bar of Chaucer’s, a bottle of Bud in front of her.
61. Defense attorneys like weakness. We are always on the prowl for some small…
62. “Detective Torricelli,” I began, “you were the lead investigator on the Leesa…
63. It started with a phone call in the middle of the night.
64. I liked the image, Mia Dalton swaying on a hammock in a soft breeze, eyes…
65. I don’t know why I awoke when I did. There was a stillness in the air, and…
66. Tommy’s High Ball, early afternoon on a day court was in recess. I stepped…
67. I was late for my date with Carol Kingsly.
68. A professor in law school used to tell us that we, as lawyers, were like gods…
69. “I won’t let this happen, Mr. Carl,” said Judge Armstrong. “You will…
70. I worked late at the office that night. I had hoped Beth would come back…
71. I entered Dr. Pfeffer’s waiting room with great wariness. I almost expected…
72. I didn’t stop at the office, I didn’t stop at Tommy’s High Ball to pick up…
73. What do Broadway musicals and murder trials have in common? Leggy…
74. Detective Gleason was nothing if not a professional. It was in the way he…
75. I hadn’t slept yet when I banged loudly on the great wooden door. It was…
76. I awoke from a dream I can no longer remember, in a musty, damp darkness…
77. I had too many teeth.
78. One final act of surveillance.
79. Tommy’s High Ball.
Acknowledgments
About the Author
Other Books by William Lashner
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1
Unlike the rest of you, I cheerfully admit to my own utter selfishness. I am self-made, self-absorbed, self-serving, self-referential, even self-deprecating, in a charming sort of way. In short, I am all the selfs except selfless. Yet every so often I run across a force of nature that shakes my sublime self-centeredness to its very roots. Something that tears through the landscape like a tornado, leaving nothing but ruin and reexamination in its wake. Something like Bob.
Take, for example, the strange happenings one night when I brought Bob to a bar called Chaucer’s.
Chaucer’s was strictly a neighborhood joint, prosaic as they come, except for the name. The nar
row corner bar had rock posters glued to the walls, Rolling Rock on tap, a jukebox stocked with Jim Morrison and Ella Fitzgerald. It was the kind of bar where you drank when you weren’t in the mood to put on a nicer pair of shoes.
“My, what a colorful establishment,” said Bob as we stepped inside.
“It’s just a bar,” I said.
“Oh, it’s more than that, Victor. A bar is never just a bar. It is like a watering hole on some great African plain, where all creatures great and small sit by clean blue waters to relax and refresh themselves.”
“Don’t get out much, do you?”
“Look around. Can’t you see the cycle of nature revolving before your very eyes?”
I looked, but there wasn’t much cycling to see. A quartet of college kids were laughing in a booth. A mismatched couple was arguing at the bar. An old man was nursing a beer and complaining to another old man, who showed little interest in anything but his Scotch. The usual weeknight crowd at Chaucer’s.
We took a table by the window. I flagged the waitress, ordered a Sea Breeze for me, and looked at Bob for his order.
“J&B on ice,” said Bob, “with a twist.”
About right, I figured, the last part anyway. At first glance, Bob didn’t appear to be worth a second. He was short, soft and pudgy, with heavy black glasses that slipped down his nose and made him look like a fumbling schoolboy. Even with a five o’clock shadow worthy of Fred Flintstone, there was something sexless about him. Women scanning the watering hole for men scanned right past Bob. Their gaze would catch on leering hyenas from South Jersey, on lummoxes from South Philly, on old lemurs with expensive haircuts, on empty chairs, but not on Bob. He was of less interest to them than the furniture. They knew the type right off: the guy who works to fit in, who doesn’t make waves, who accepts the world as it is, the guy who watches television on Saturday nights because he has nothing better to do, the guy with a hobby. And they would be right, sort of. I mean, it turned out he did have a hobby.
“I used to fish as a boy,” said Bob, after I asked what he did with himself after work. “Yellow perch, caught with fathead minnows. But with the condition of the Schuylkill, that’s impossible here. So nowadays I simply try to help.”
“You say that a lot,” I said. “What exactly do you mean? Do you volunteer?”
“In a way.”
“Community service? Outreach for the homeless? Crisis hotline?”
“It varies. I lend a hand where I’m needed.”
“Freelance do-gooder?”
“Yes, I suppose. Something like that. Do you do much good in the world, Victor?”
“Not intentionally.”
“Unintentionally, then?”
“I’m a lawyer, I represent clients, and I do that to the best of my ability. If any good comes out of what I do, so be it.”
“Like the murder case you’re trying now.”
My ears pricked up. “That’s right.”
“A bit bloody, isn’t it, representing murderers?”
“That would make it right up your alley, no?”
He clapped his hands and laughed. Bob laughed like a car alarm; when first it goes off, you don’t mind so much, but after a while you want to choke someone.
“You’re right,” he said when the siren calmed. “I’m not one to squeal at a little spill of blood. And sometimes, as you well know, it’s more than a little. But do you think any good will come from you putting your client back on the street?”
“Honestly? No. I don’t like him much and trust him less.”
“And still you represent him.”
“He paid me a retainer.”
“A rather mercenary approach.”
“Is there any other?”
“Sure there is. A far better one. Maybe I’ll show you. Pay attention now. Did you see that couple at the bar?”
“The one that is fighting?”
“Very good, Victor. I’m impressed. Well, the fight has escalated and he has stormed off toward the restroom. They’ve been together for a while but are now going through a rocky patch. You know the point that a couple gets to, where they must decide to either break up or get married? That’s the point they’ve reached.”
“How do you know that?”
“I’ve been watching, listening. People, I’ve found, are so transparent. She is upset, and she’s almost finished her beer.” He snatched up his drink, downed it, slammed the glass back on the bar. “You stay here. I think I’ll buy her another.”
I was about to say something about how it didn’t seem the most opportune time to hit on her, but he was already out of his seat, on his way to the bar. While his back was turned, I used a napkin to lift his small glass, dump the ice and lemon rind into my now empty Sea Breeze, and deposit the glass into a plastic bag I had brought just for the occasion. Surreptitiously, I placed the bag in my jacket pocket.
Bob leaned on the bar, a few stools away from the woman, turned his head toward her once, twice, and then called the bartender over and placed an order. The bartender came back with a J&B on the rocks and a fresh Corona, which the bartender took to the woman.
She looked up, surprised, and then turned her head to Bob and nodded. He smiled back. He slid over until he was standing next to her, and he began to speak.
I couldn’t hear what he was saying, he kept his voice low, but it was having an effect. She was listening, and nodding, and at one point she even smiled. The woman was small, with brown hair and a pinched face, she didn’t seem the type who was often bought drinks by strange men in bars, and she was flattered and wary both, as Bob leaned toward her. His eyes, behind his glasses, were the eyes of a mesmerist. And slowly, visibly, you could see a connection develop. Her posture eased, her smile grew, she even laughed at one point, for a moment placing her hand on Bob’s arm.
Son of a gun, I thought. That bastard was going to get lucky. Bob was going to get lucky. At my local bar. Bob. I wanted to choke him, yes I did, I wanted to strangle him until his eyes bulged. And that was before she said something and he started in again with his laugh.
He was still laughing when the boyfriend returned.
I had said before that the couple was mismatched, and what I had meant was the almost comical size disparity. She was small, slight, mousy; he was big, broad, bullish. And from the look of him, coming back from the bathroom, angry already from the argument, now staring at the little guy in glasses hitting on his girl, he was seeing red.
“Who the hell are you?” said the boyfriend.
Bob looked up at him without an ounce of fear or worry on his face. He smiled unctuously and reached out a hand. “The name’s Bob,” he said.
“Get lost.”
“Calm down, Donnie,” said the woman, her voice dismissive. “We were just talking.”
This was the moment when Bob should have backed off, apologized, this was the moment when Bob should have realized he had broken the unspoken code of men in bars and slunk away to leave the two of them alone to work out whatever they needed to work out. But that’s not what Bob did. What Bob did was take a step forward.
“If you’ll just excuse us for a moment, Donnie,” said Bob, emphasizing the name as if it were an insult. “Sandy and I were having a rather personal discussion.”
“Sandy and you? Personal? I don’t think so.”
“Donald, stop it now,” said the woman. “This is ridiculous. He just bought me a drink.”
“Shut up and let me deal with this jerk.”
“That’s no way to talk to a lady,” said Bob cheerfully. “In fact, I think it would be better for everyone if you would just go home now and leave us be.”
“Is that what you think?”
“Absolutely,” said Bob, a peculiar smile on his face, peculiar because it wasn’t meek or conciliatory in the least, which made it all the more infuriating.
The man took a step forward.
Sandy shouted out, “Donald, no.”
The man cocked his fist.
I rose from my seat, ready to do what I could to stop the massacre. Fricasseed Bob, no doubt about it. We’d be scraping him off the walls.
But then Bob shifted to his left, bent down, and exploded upward, slamming his elbow smack into Donnie’s face with a crack that sounded like a line drive to center field.
There was a crystalline moment of stunned silence in the bar when everything stopped, when everyone froze, when nothing yet had been sorted out and the disastrous possibilities seemed endless.
And then a shriek, a holler, and the scrape of a chair skidding away as Donnie collapsed to the floor, hands over his nose, blood leaking through his fingers.
Bob reached a hand out to Sandy.
She slapped his hand away, dropped down to minister to Donnie, cradled his head in her arms. “Sweetie? Donnie? Are you all right, Donnie? Sweetie? Say something, please.”
“My nose,” moaned the boyfriend. “He broke my nose.”
Bob took it all in impassively. When the bartender reached over the bar to grab for him, Bob shrugged him off. He backed away, winked at me, and left the bar, vanishing before anyone could stop him.